Notes From Heart

Never in my wildest dreams did I ever believe this would ever happen. I never expected to fall so deeply in love so fast.

It all started last 3 years with my first message to you, "Hye awk.Ada numbr Irene tak??.Saya hilang numbr die!" I was just waiting to catch up the phone for message in inbox and I had the pleasure of seeing your message appear in my inbox.And you just give me the number that I want without saying anything else.I just hope that you will start messanging with me..But it doesn’t happen.

I’ve been waiting for several days as I hope you will contact me again.And luckily it happened as you text me first.Just Allah know what I feel.Happy..In your text,you said,”Hye awak.Saya nak kenal ngan awak boleh?..Hahaha..He think that I’ve deleted his number and I don’t know who is he.And I reply the message,”Saya kenal awak la..hehe.”So we have been message and contact for several days and that was the beginning of this love affair to remember.

I remember we talked for hours about anything and everything.And we just playing calling you with “Sayang”.Suddenly,on 7th Disember 2007 on 2.30am in the morning,you just proposed me to me to be your girlfriend.It sounds crazy as I cannot believe that.But I accept it.For several weeks we’ve been contact and suddenly one night you said that you want to break up with me..I cry all over my tears..Just Allah know how I feel.After several weeks couple and then broke up.Luckily he said that he just want to test me whether I love him or not.For surely I love him.If not,I’m not going to cry.
The schools opened and we’re in Form 4.Every people at tuition was shocked that we couple because we have been not communicate to each other since Form 1.We met at tuition everyday.But I was quite on that time.Don’t want to talk with him.On early February 2008,he told me that he received an offer letter from Maktab Rendah Sains Mara Langkawi and he decided want to go.All I can do,is cry because we’ve not been spending tyme wisely before.On the last day he at tuition,I cry at him.He comforts me that he will not forget me and always will love me.I believed that.Everyday at Langkawi,he will called me by using public phone till I have all the public phones number at their MRSM.funny rite.
After about 6 months,he give up studying there..He said that he cannot catch up with the way the teachers teach.And he returned to his old schools and going back to tuition again..I’m so happy..After he came back,we’ve been sitting next to each other in class..what the best moment together.This situation happened until Form 5.On his 17th birthday on 15th October 2009,I organized a birthday party for him.He was so happy and I’m happy for him.Just about two days before our SPM exam,he met with accident at school..I’m so sad to see all his hands and legs injured..Once again I cry again.That was the last day we spent time together at tuition.After SPM,we met outside.Not as always we met at tuition but just several times in a month.The UPU results came out,and I’m going to Arau,Perlis for Diploma in Science where as he going to UiTM Penang for Diploma in Mechanical Engineering.huhu.I’m willing to do it just for my future.After 1 semester end,I received an offer letter from SPA that I successfully was placed in course Diploma in Medical Laboratory under Ministry of Health.Syukur to Allah for that.He was sad since I will go to KL to further my study.He always advice me to take care of myself when I study in KL.He was worried about me.I know that.But I’ve promised to him that I will always love him,loyal to him and will take care of myself.Around March,I’ve suspected to have acute appendix and I undergo an operation.And I’ve safe..And the love grows till now.Syukur to Allah
Even though we live apart right now, I have faith that in due time this will all come to an end and we will be together forever. I love you more than words could ever show and I know you love me too. Like the saying goes, "Distance makes the heart grow fonder." Well, my heart has always and will continue to be quite fond of you. I love you more today than yesterday and I will love you more tomorrow than I did today!