C.I.N.T.A

Saya hanya bertanya soalan2 ini sebagai peringatan utk kawan2.fikirlah dan jawab pada diri sendiri. Bacalah sampai habis...

"1. Adakah anda sanggup buat apa sahaja ?
2. Adakah pergorbanan anda lakukan setimpal dengan apa anda dapat ?
3. Adakah anda berasa bangga dengan tanggungjawab anda atau tertekan ?
4. Sanggupkah anda menghadapi risiko dikecewakan dan usaha anda selama ini sia-sia ?
5. Adakah anda pasti anda dapat mencapai cinta idaman anda atau ia hanya sekadar impian ?
6. Adakah anda dapat teruskan percintaan anda tanpa menggunakan sesenpun duit teman anda ?
7. Sekiranya dia tidak menjawab message anda adakah anda akan rasa rindu padanya atau pun marah ?
8. Mana satu lebih penting keluarga anda atau cinta anda ?
9. Mana satu lebih penting impian anda atau cinta anda ?
10. Mana satu lebih penting maruah anda atau cinta anda ?
11. Sekiranya dia cinta pandang pertama adakah kerana dia cantik ?
12. Jika dia berwajah hodoh kenapa anda cintakannya ?
13. Kalau satu hari nanti wajahnya cacat adakah anda masih cintakannya ?
14. Adakah anda berusaha untuk jadi cantik atau tampan hanya untuk dia sahaja ?
15. Sekiranya dia menjadi buta adakah adakah anda tetap berusaha untuk menjadi cantik atau tampan ?
16. Adakah anda masih berusaha untuk menjadi cantik atau tampan walaupun dia kata wajah anda sekarang suduh cukup baginya .
17. Sekiranya dia berubah sikap adakah anda masih cintakan dia ?
18. Sekiranya dia mati adakah anda mencari teman lain ?
19. Adakah anda dan dia sama taraf ?
20. Sekiranya berbeza adakah ia akan menjadi penghalang anda ?
21. Pernahkah anda luahkan perasaan anda ?
22. Sekiranya pernah adakah anda selalu lafaskannya ?
23. Adakah cinta anda diterima atau ……………."

Doa Seorang Kekasih...

Tuhanku,Seandainya telah kau catat,Dia milikku, tercipta buatku,Dekatkanlah dia padaku,Satukan hatinya dengan hatiku,Titipkan kemesraan antara kami,Agar kebahagiaan ini abadi. Dan Tuhanku Yang Maha Pengasih,Seiringkanlah kami dalam melayari hidup,Ke tepian yang sejahtera. Tetapi Tuhanku,Seandainya telah Engkau takdirkan,Dia bukan milikku,Bawalah dia jauh dari pandanganku,Luput dari ingatanku,Dan peliharalah diriku dari kecewa. Ya Tuhanku Yang Maha Mengerti,Berilah diriku kekuatan,Melontar bayangannya ke dada langit,Hilang bersama senja merah,Dan gelap pekat malam,Agar aku rasa bahagia,Walaupun tanpa dirinya. Dan Tuhanku Yang Tercinta,Gantikanlah yang telah hilang,Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah,Meskipun tiadakan sama dengan dirinya,Seandainya dia datang menemuiku&Cinta itu adalah cinta yang sejati dan suci,Seandainya dia pergi dan tiada menemuiku&Anggaplah cinta itu tidak wujud dari awal

Change in Me.

People might think why the topic "Change in Me".starting on 16/5/2012,i'm no longer Siti Zulaikha binti Shaffiee that my friend and my family know.I'm completely changed.from a simple girl,happy go lucky,always smile although i'm having problem,wake up in the morning and smile although i've been crying for the whole night with heart full of love towards her lover.now i'm no longer like that.i lost my appetite,i cannot sleep at night,i cannot think wisely,wake up in the morning with swollen eyes,shivering all the time,fears to face the all day with people asking me,"zue,are u crying last night?.your eyes are swollen and red."i have to lie over and over that it just nothing.i just can't sleep last night.in my doa everyday to Allah,i hope Allah prolonged our relationship as i cannot bear with this all and i can't live like before without you.mama anad abah have noticed my changes.i'm afraid to call them and they will hear me crying.i hope i can hug my mama n share my sadness.i have been keeping this all alone till sometimes i feel my body going to be burst.

Copy by previous entry from movie. "If Only"

"today because of you what i learned from you,every choice i made was different and my life has completely changed...and i've learned that if you do that,then you're living your life fully...it doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years,if not for today,if not for you,i would never have known love at all.so thank you for being the person who taught me to love

I'm Not a Strong Girl =.='

you may see me smile when I talk, joke, and laugh but watch me when I'm not interacting with people watch the smile fade watch my eyes as the sadness returns..

The Rose...

Some say love, it is a river That drowns the tender reed Some say love, it is a razor That leaves your soul to bleed Some say love, it is a hunger An endless aching need I say love, it is a flower And you, its only seed It's the heart, afraid of breaking That never learns to dance It's the dream, afraid of waking That never takes the chance It's the one who won't be taken Who cannot seem to give And the soul, afraid of dying That never learns to live When the night has been too lonely And the road has been too long And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong Just remember in the winter Far beneath the bitter snows Lies the seed That with the sun's love, in the spring Becomes the rose

Final Exam mode..what do u feel bout it??

7may till 15may is my final exam for semester 3...on the third paper which is hema,i stay up to do revision for 16 topics..for teory and practical..seriously it so heavy till i feel i want to give up.as i stay up or burn the midnight oil,i manage to cover all the topics.so on the exam day with confidence,enter exam.after 2 hours just Allah know how frustrated am i being not confidence with my answers.huhu..i just live it to Allah.the practical also goes same like theory.not confident at all..i came back to hostel and cry all alone..i talked to mama and i cry again.and rite know,i suffering of imbalance emotional..cry and cry as i afraid of hema's result..okay that's all i have to say.
Nyte people..enjoy ur life with beloved one before it ends up....

Fix You...

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you will never know
Just what your worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I..

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I..

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.