Fix You...

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you will never know
Just what your worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I..

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I..

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

From Bottom of My Heart

It’s hard to accept, but you can’t change the past. You can’t go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life’d be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that’s a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days - but as long as you let the past go, you’ll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it and try to enjoy your life and appreciate the one you love while they are still alive....

Distance Makes the Heart Grow Fonder

My story has been in the making for about 4years now. My boyfriend and I met since we were in Form 1 but we started being a couple at the end of Form 3.Actually we attended tuition together. The first time I saw him in class, I couldn't stop staring at him.But i just can staring at for about 3 years as both of us have our own couple on that time.Seriously the feeling towards him really weird as i never feel like that before.I'm shivering when i got closed to him.Last time i saw him a month before we're having our PMR.A few weeks before exam results came out,I texted him just to ask him one of his friend's phone number but he answered me that he doesn't have her number.Starting onwards,we have been texted for about 24 hours and suddenly we decided to be a couple.What a short time.But it doesn't matter as both of us are single.After PMR's result have been announced,he scored so well.In Form 4,we attended the same tuition together but just a few of our friends know that we're dating means couple.Their reaction??shocked because we have never been talked since Form 1.

In February,he was offered by MRSM Langkawi to continue his study and he went for it.Pity me.Have been left lonely here in Kulim.What a depressed moment but he usually called me everyday till i have all the public phone number at MRSM.He just can bare to lived at Langkawi for about 6 months and he decided to come back and study at Kulim.After he returned,we have been sitting together at tuiton class.On that time,teachers and many friends know that we have been couple.This process of going to tuition continued until we finished our Form 5.Although we are not going to same school but our relationship go healthier.

When the last day of tuition came, we both couldn't speak. I just cried and he just held me tight. My mom drove up, and then he looked me in the eyes and said, "Promise me that we will stay together." Of course I promised.. and I said the same to him, and he said, "Always."

And now we have a long distance relationship between KL and Penang.
We have been together for 4 years and 4 months now. We try and see each other every time I went home even though its really hard since I live in KL and he lives in Penang. But we both love each other so much and I believe that we will stay together, I tried too hard to get him and I'm not letting go and I'm loyal with eventhough our distance are thousand miles.

IMPERFECT....

The only way to love is NOT by loving someone perfect but,
by loving someone imperfect perfectly....!!!